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मेरा आसमान

तू मुमकिन नहीं मुझमें कभी 
मैं खोया हुआ हूँ आज 

तू रो रही होगी कहीं पर 

मैं क्यूँ सोया हुआ हूँ आज?
हो गए कई साल 

लेकिन आग अब भी जलती है

है पत्थर हुआ ये दिल मेरा 

पर चोट अब भी लगती है
हैं सब शुमार मेरे सफर में 

फिर भी कमी सी खलती है

तू शामिल नहीं मुझमें कहीं भी 

फिर क्यूँ अपनी सी लगती है?
हैं दूरियां हैं फांसले 

फिर भी अडिग हैं हौसले

तेरे सफर में राह बनकर 

हम आ गए तो?

सोच ले!
कि दुनिया बड़ी है

यहाँ हर इंसान बिकता है

इंसान चाहे सौ बिके 

पर ना इश्क सस्ता है

कि दुनिया बड़ी है

हर मोड़ पर एक जहान् बसता है

पर इस जहान् में जिस जगह पर 

तू बसे मेरा कारवाँ 

तू नजरें उठा कर देखे कहीं 

जो दिखे  ….मेरा आसमान


Coming tomorrow

​I’m losing it all

It was never my call 

still ain’t giving up

I ain’t letting it let go

Cause I know there’s nowhere to hide

And nowhere to go

And coming up is just another day

Called tomorrow

Bringing its own kind of pain

Its own kind of sorrow

Which no-one can borrow

Only you have to let it go

cause the pain is one’s own and if you have passion you can win or you’re gone
A rhythm loaded on my mind 

every man is the only one of his own kind

I know what you do what you know what you’re thinking that you know 

I ain’t knowing nothing just mixing up the confusion to create some sort of fusion that just sounds awe let me go now to make it blow loud like the thundering of a cloud like a thud and a thunderclap just some topsy turvy music with rhymes and you get a rap sometimes with some meaning and sometimes with some mixed up crap 

I ain’t rapping just tapping a table by my side tryin to trap in some better rhyme if you ain’t liking it it ain’t my time already  running low on time cause I’m living behind mine it’s been ages and I haven’t turned the pages of my life sticking like a perfect parasite I’m losing my insight to struggle to fight to make a come back blasting like a dynamite 
I’m losing it but I ain’t giving up

I ain’t letting it let go! 

Another day coming up tomorrow

With some new kind of sorrow

That no one can borrow

And I’m ready with my bow and my arrow

Are you? 

I’m not a nomad do I sound that happy or that sad?

Don’t let it let go

As I’m making it sound denser

The way is getting narrow

Still I ain’t letting it let go!
I’m losing my rhythm now and the music on my mind damping know cause something grave is loading now I loved I lost no matter what it cost, life took over but the past still hovers and there ain’t no cover to save me when the memories rain and though I’m a soldier I ain’t trained to bear that kind of pain a rain that doesn’t wet you but drains and to your disdain I ain’t giving any strain to you you can always ignore and let it go now too much of rhyme cause I’m losing my brain feeling wanting to fly but tied up in chains of no losses no gains there ain’t no claim training is nothing I’m never giving up and I’m losing no game 
I ain’t letting it let go

Cause I know 

There’s no where to go

Another day coming up tomorrow

As I’m making it sounds denser

The way is getting narrow

And I ain’t letting it let go!
Two days back I was thinking to give up and leave the big dreams and live up to the expectations of my mom dad cause they’re the reason I ain’t getting mad and never feeling so much of sad no more but I’m failing to chain my destiny I’m hearing the noise of my Lamborghini I’m unable to tame kind of call of the fame just trying to frame what the life will be like I’m on a hike dreaming the chorus and I’m holding the mike too much of dreaming I hear people screaming my name and now I’m falling cause I ain’t got that kind of voice having no choice and to deliver I hesitate total incapacitate cause it’s not in my trait but no matter what you become never becoming the bait no-one to love no one to hate just following the fate 
I’m losing it all

It was never my call 

still ain’t giving up

I ain’t letting it let go

Cause I know there’s nowhere to hide

And nowhere to go

And coming up is just another day

Called tomorrow

Bringing its own kind of pain

Its own kind of sorrow

Which no-one can borrow

Only you have to let it go

Still ain’t letting it let go
If I’m running out of words I ain’t no Neeyo Sword yeah! but I’m running out of words not exactly right now but I feel dictionary is too small a for Apple b for ball you may say that all different but that’s all is that all? Another call, no I ain’t giving up on music cause words ain’t nothing they’re are always impossible beats created feels like a beauty that ever existed reinstated but it’s all new never getting any older and I’m a soldier I have many faces to go on and show like my music unending permutations and combinations let them know if I too wasn’t just another puppet of time playing with my rhyme I would write dusk till dawn all the day all the night cause for the rhyme and repetition all right hemisphere needs is its ignition and mine is already on
 I’m losing it all

It was never my call 

still ain’t giving up

I ain’t letting it let go

Cause I know there’s nowhere to hide

And nowhere to go

And coming up is just another day

Called tomorrow

Bringing its own kind of pain

Its own kind of sorrow

Which no-one can borrow

Only you have to let it go

cause the pain is one’s own and if you have passion you can win or you’re gone

​रहमत नहीं बक्शी ख़ुदा ने 

शहादत का फरमान है 

मेरे इरादे से डगमग

क्यूँ तेरा ईमान है?
हम तीर हैं 

सीना तेरा चीर देंगे….

बहुत सोच है तेरी आंखों में….

दिल निकाल कर दिल से ही पूछ लेंगे….

कच्चे हैं खिलाड़ी मगर…

निशानेबाज़ पक्के हैं….

जो चाहिए किस्मत से छीन लेंगे।


​न गुमसुम था कभी अब से पहले

मैं न जाने क्यूँ तेरा आशिक हुआ हूँ 

है क़ायनात भी हँसती मुझ पर

मैं खुद का ही कातिल हुआ हूँ 
तेरी वफा की ख्वाहिश है मुझको 

और खुद ही खुद में उलझ गया हूँ 

ना हो सकती थी मेरी कभी तू

ये बात अब मैं समझ गया हूँ 
फिर भी तेरी ही कशिश दिल पर छाई है 

तेरी आरज़ू रूह में समाई है

बरसों बीत गए तुम्हें निहारे 

फिर भी तुम्हारी ही यादों में सोता हूँ 

हुई ही नहीं तुम हकीकत मेरी पर

तेरे ही आँसू रोता हूँ 

कोई राह नहीं तेरे आने की

फिर भी तेरा इंतज़ार करता हूँ
छोटा सा दिल है मेरा

इसमें भी छाया अंधेरा

कभी रौशन कर दो इसे तुम 

आ जाओ बन कर सवेरा
यूँ तो हर रात दीवानी लगती है

पर तुम्हारे बिना 

ये सौगात बेगानी लगती है

इस खुशी को कभी मेरा कर जाओ

मुझ में मिट कर कभी 

मुझको अमर कर जाओ
कि शामिल हुआ हूँ तुझमें 

मुझे मंज़िल में मिला देना

तेरे ऊफान का शौक रखता हूँ 

मुझे पत्थर न बना देना
कभी आईना बनो तुम मेरा

कभी मैं बन जाऊँ किनारा तेरा

कुछ इसी तरह सफर में मुझे

अपना बना लेना 
तुम्हारे लिए हम दरिया बनेंगे 

कभी अरमान जगे तो

मुझ में समा जाना

इस दरिया से बड़ा है 

दिल तुम्हारा

कभी अच्छे लगें तो

दिल में बसा लेना



-Neeyo Sword

A flame of fire, a drop to die
An extinguishing candle
And a dry eye
It’s all a part of lover’s pie

Only lovers fathom the rhythm of love
A few understand the language of dove
The burning heart and the cold flame
I’m the one who is to be blamed
I fight alone the Mighty King
Which stung me was my own sting

Kind hearts and strong strands
Which broke it all were my own hands
Oh! My lonely world
I call upon thee to hold me
Oh! My mighty voice 
I miss thee to speak my favour

The fear of loss, the game of selection
I did lose and faced the rejection
I stood alone in the dusty street
I was low, the thoughts were bleak

The Lost love and solitary life
Killed by a banal  knife
Friends forever, a worthy solace
I left the hurting plumy place

Oblivious sweetheart made me numb
Fairly stormy but all dumb
Memories and tears as all I know
Would ever hurt but still I’d go

The Dark Dream was then alive
All laughed and I strived
A phoenix was just about to fly
Quite apart in the foggy sky

The hope beheld me in that fire
Boundless for the golden sapphire
I missed you for the dazzling days
Quite calm and deep bays

I hate you for no reasons
I lost you in complex treasons
Enigma is love but I was smeared
A mist of affection still unclear

The lonely road, I wept alone
None was there to listen to my tone
I gathered myself and went on
And see I’m happy today and
The dark days are gone

100 meanings of love, one I know
Its diamond-strong, not like snow
Holy in the god’s name
Care in heart , not for fame
Something beyond the death of mortal
Thoughts can cease but its immortal

Its quintessence on the whole
Is two bodies and a single soul
Great understanding and blind ears
If love is true then none fears
Epitome of sacrifice
It’s a virtue not a vice

I did what people rarely do
The eyes were red, the fire was blue
For the sake of truth and friendship’s hue
I didn’t care and went through

A request to the chocolate queen
I looked into the dainty een
And merciful so she had been
An earnest thanks still unseen

Trust to rely and faith to die
Once broken can never tie
I was lucky, got a chance
No more qualms and no more plans
A promise in heart I will keep
True love from the truest deep

Got a “friend” to count upon 
After night … a silver dawn
It’s the beginning , not the end
A friendship trust and love blend….



BY Neeyo Sword
   (Sandeep Kaushik)
A small child got into the fire 
Dark insight and gleeful desire
So much hard was never a stroke
Out of the flames he out broke
What he did he didn't care
“Still” there but nowhere

Rising shadows up the graves
Fought death with raging raves
Never lost a battle so fearful
Alone he stood but still cheerful
He thought he was really rare
Knew the lot but nowhere

Heavy breeze, breath did cease
Arduous stoke, heart did choke
Crossed limit and attained summit
He started once could never stop
Buried himself in the worldly layer
Nowhere but still there

The golden pages never turn black
The toughest problem the victor did crack
The world says “He was the best”
Now where? A worthy quest
White enough but not so fair
Somewhere but nowhere

Trodding through a dark desert
Best of his wisdom he couldn’t assert
Found something on the parched land
When explored, found nothing in hand!
Strong enough, he did dare
Remorse then and upset there

Lost on the surface he sat down
Opened his eyes and saw a crown
Golden piece he could not eat
The ultimate truth he could not beat
Valueless was gold’s glare
Rich enough but nowhere

Tangled in the cycle of lifeless life
Needle is needle and knife is knife
Before the astonishing speed of light
Weak enough is Ferrari’s might
Too slow in the highest gear
May be there but nowhere

This world is an erratic place
Anyone can win the race
A contest of pens or a game of ball
One who rises musteth fall
Whether tortoise or hare
May be steady but nowhere

Someone lost and somebody gained
A ritual of world which ever rained
The great graves groan in grief
Back bites and broken belief
So stable is never a chair
May be honorable but nowhere

“If” love is something never to be lost 
Go and get it at any cost
Riddle proves trust and loyalty
When stand before vibrant royalty
Immortal is no player
May be champion but nowhere

The knowledge is not really finite
And the death is not the final bite
An ambiguity here in its right place
Your existence, can you retrace?
Know well life is not spare
Now here means nowhere

What you think is the finishing point
Is not even a mid point
One may travel days and nights
From infinite to infinite
Through the vacuum, no air
Distant enough but nowhere

Are you also a victim of senses?
No freedom and caught in fences?
Are you eluded from happiness?
The leading road, directionless?
O! careless “you too care!!!”
Watch where and go there

Beating mysteries, rhythmic roars
Crawling lows and speedy soars
Life is not really a difficult task
Don’t wear this fake mask
O! dreamer come out of this mare
Alluring enough but nowhere

Be benevolent and spread life
Make your surroundings love rife
The secret which keeps a tree alive
Live for others and do self dive
If I say its mine and not their
Would be smart enough but nowhere

Future is far away at the horizon
Never worry for the past is gone
We daily repeat the same thoughts
Sit composed and wash these blots
Rather rest in a tranquil lair
Than thinking of mine and their

Add direction and passion to living
True happiness is in selfless giving
You’ll find life a living treasure
Silence has the paramount pleasure
Don’t wait for the white hair
This age is sometimes nowhere

Nothing more and nothing less
Be bold and do confess
Real satisfaction seekers can frap
Believe in zero and duck this trap
Wakeup and beware
Transcend and be somewhere